I had a friend, father of another friend of mine and my wife's. He was a tank guy in WWII. Killed a number of people. Had a cool and complicated shotgun he took off a guy - a German civilian - who tried to shoot him, and who missed. But he - my friend - did not miss.
In his late 80's and into his 90's, he had really bad dreams where he relived his time in Europe. Unsettling, violent dreams, which would cause him to thrash and kick and punch in his sleep.
He went back to Europe in much later life to see if he could lay his ghosts to rest. He could not.
This was not the advent of mental or neurological decline, he was sharp as a tack right up until the end.
It was the legacy of what he was required to do as a young man.
Some folks think that sleep, and dreaming, is another bardo. Another form of consciousness, distinct from waking awareness. I don't really know, one way of the other.
But my own thought is that sleep and dreaming is the time when your mind and consciousness tries to repair itself. Tries to come to terms with and resolve all the crap you don't have the time or attention or capacity to resolve in your waking life.
It's kind of a gift. Not always welcome, but essential nonetheless.
I try to remember and pay attention to dreams. I don't think of them as some kind of messages from the great beyond. They just seem like messages from myself, to myself. Or maybe not even messages, just ruminations.
But helpful, and occasionally useful. Sometimes amusing, sometimes disturbing. More or less your own mind, without the filters. But speaking in images, not prose.
I used to get frantically worried in the dream but one night I thought, “Fuck it. This isn’t my fault. I’m not going to feel bad. I am going to get mad instead.” So now that dream has a different story arc.
I quit teaching over twenty years ago, but I still have dreams related to my job. A recurrent dream concerns IEPs--the required paperwork for each student, typically about 20 pages. I did 30 to 40 a year and never was late.
My dream is that it's May and I haven't started. I make futile attempts to find the necessary records and forms but can't. I seriously consider blowing the IEPs off and dumping the mess on other teachers. I've never done that in the dream because I always wake up first.
The other teaching dream involves being in the building on the first day, but I don't know what subjects I will be teaching or where my room is and I have no teaching materials. I used to get frantically worried in the dream but one night I thought, "Fuck it. This isn't my fault. I'm not going to feel bad. I am going to get mad instead."
So now that dream has a different story arc.
I have been trapped asleep but unable to awake multiple times, starting at elementary school age. I have taught myself to wake myself up by moving one of my arms. It can be very difficult, frustrating, and frightening.
I sometimes sleep with my eyes open and can see if there's enough light, but don't always know what I'm looking at until I wake up. I once dreamt of being chased by a helicopter during an afternoon nap and woke up to realize I was looking at the spinning ceiling fan.
I don't get the Corbyn hate/dismissiveness, there's something visceral about it that is completely irrational. When you look at his policies instead, they were popular with a broad majority of people:
To be fair, I didn't vote for him because of Brexit, but then Starmer cut a similar sorry figure in this regard. And the young voters don't believe in him. Neither of them are gifted politicians, but after all the gifted politicians we had in this country and the havoc they wreaked, that might not be a bad thing.
Now that I have an older man's prostate and bladder, I wake up once in the middle of the night because I have to pee. Sometimes I have trouble getting back to sleep after that, another common problem amongst the old. I have very vivid, complicated dreams, which are common side effects of the two long-term medications I take. I seem to dream more than I used to, but don't have any of the symptoms (like waking up fatigued) that indicate excess dreaming. None of the acting-out behavior, the normal REM "paralysis" seems to be working just fine.
I've long been interested in what kind of nightmares people have -- what makes you wake up huffing and puffing with the adrenaline pumping. The only ones that do that to me are dreams about vampires. For unknown reasons, while I know that witches and werewolves and such -- everything except vampires -- are just make-believe, part of me believes in vampires. I don't know if the fear pre- or post-dates the time I finished reading Salem's Lot in bed at 2:00 in the morning. I had to decide if I was going to walk across the room to turn the light off, knowing that I would have to walk back in the dark, or put my head under the pillow to sleep. I elected to put my head under the pillow.
I had a friend who, even as a young adult, would sometimes act out his dreams. Once, he tried to stuff his wife behind the headboard of the bed. A few years ago, in the late stages of Parkinson’s, he died after a fall.
This is great, as an add-on not as a replacement, which is what I assume was the intention? Does this now happen automatically, or does someone have to do things to it intermittently?
It's a very non-traditional add-on, intended to let someone get a feel for what's going on. State of the Discussion, not the discussion itself. CK MacLeod, the original author, figured out how to organize a lot of information into a little space. To be honest, despite the links back to the real pages, it tempts someone to jump straight to comments w/o reading the post proper first. That's a potentially serious downside. There's a widget version of the code that might be better, added at the bottom of the right-hand sidebar.
Every invocation generates a new page that's up-to-date. Speaking broadly, it doesn't require any attention except sometimes following a WordPress or PHP update. I got involved at the other site where it runs after cumulative updates had broken it completely.
This is great, as an add-on not as a replacement, which is what I assume was the intention? Does this now happen automatically, or does someone have to do things to it intermittently? If the former, win-win!
Thanks, Charles. As I've mentioned, I inherited this when it was orphaned by the original author. I've kept it running, but have never been through it systematically to clean up. I know there's a bunch of CSS that only applies when the widget (as opposed to page) version is run, and I suspect there's some CSS that's just dead. Once I get past the holidays, I'll apply these corrections and I also intend to address lj's complaint about the comment excerpts.
ETA: And it doesn't come anywhere close to the current practices for things that ought to be included in plugins.
The WordPress built-in get_comment_excerpt() strips out formatting tags. The SotD code I inherited has its own comment excerpt code, and also strips out formatting tags unless the excerpt is the entire comment. That's what happened in the middle comment in your picture.
After he collaborated with Eisenstein on Alexandr Newsky and Ivan Grozny, he refused to do any other film music since he thought he would never again get such a good working relationship.
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On “How are you sleeping?”
that said...
I had a friend, father of another friend of mine and my wife's. He was a tank guy in WWII. Killed a number of people. Had a cool and complicated shotgun he took off a guy - a German civilian - who tried to shoot him, and who missed. But he - my friend - did not miss.
In his late 80's and into his 90's, he had really bad dreams where he relived his time in Europe. Unsettling, violent dreams, which would cause him to thrash and kick and punch in his sleep.
He went back to Europe in much later life to see if he could lay his ghosts to rest. He could not.
This was not the advent of mental or neurological decline, he was sharp as a tack right up until the end.
It was the legacy of what he was required to do as a young man.
Some folks think that sleep, and dreaming, is another bardo. Another form of consciousness, distinct from waking awareness. I don't really know, one way of the other.
But my own thought is that sleep and dreaming is the time when your mind and consciousness tries to repair itself. Tries to come to terms with and resolve all the crap you don't have the time or attention or capacity to resolve in your waking life.
It's kind of a gift. Not always welcome, but essential nonetheless.
I try to remember and pay attention to dreams. I don't think of them as some kind of messages from the great beyond. They just seem like messages from myself, to myself. Or maybe not even messages, just ruminations.
But helpful, and occasionally useful. Sometimes amusing, sometimes disturbing. More or less your own mind, without the filters. But speaking in images, not prose.
"
5 mg of indica MJ at bedtime. sleep like a baby. or better than a baby, maybe.
even before they made MJ legal in MA, I slept pretty well. I enjoy my dreams, they're often funny. And I'm often the butt of the joke.
I take it as a sign of sanity.
"
I used to get frantically worried in the dream but one night I thought, “Fuck it. This isn’t my fault. I’m not going to feel bad. I am going to get mad instead.”
So now that dream has a different story arc.
I'm delighted by this!
"
I quit teaching over twenty years ago, but I still have dreams related to my job. A recurrent dream concerns IEPs--the required paperwork for each student, typically about 20 pages. I did 30 to 40 a year and never was late.
My dream is that it's May and I haven't started. I make futile attempts to find the necessary records and forms but can't. I seriously consider blowing the IEPs off and dumping the mess on other teachers. I've never done that in the dream because I always wake up first.
The other teaching dream involves being in the building on the first day, but I don't know what subjects I will be teaching or where my room is and I have no teaching materials. I used to get frantically worried in the dream but one night I thought, "Fuck it. This isn't my fault. I'm not going to feel bad. I am going to get mad instead."
So now that dream has a different story arc.
"
I have been trapped asleep but unable to awake multiple times, starting at elementary school age. I have taught myself to wake myself up by moving one of my arms. It can be very difficult, frustrating, and frightening.
"
I sometimes sleep with my eyes open and can see if there's enough light, but don't always know what I'm looking at until I wake up. I once dreamt of being chased by a helicopter during an afternoon nap and woke up to realize I was looking at the spinning ceiling fan.
On “Weekend Music Thread #07 Sergei Prokofiev”
Same applies to me, though I'm on top of many other mainstream composers. I'll have to make an effort now, thanks.
On “It’s Your Party, you can cry if…”
I don't get the Corbyn hate/dismissiveness, there's something visceral about it that is completely irrational. When you look at his policies instead, they were popular with a broad majority of people:
https://yougov.co.uk/politics/articles/22265-eurotrack-corbyns-policies-popular-europe-and-uk
To be fair, I didn't vote for him because of Brexit, but then Starmer cut a similar sorry figure in this regard. And the young voters don't believe in him. Neither of them are gifted politicians, but after all the gifted politicians we had in this country and the havoc they wreaked, that might not be a bad thing.
On “How are you sleeping?”
None of the acting-out behavior, the normal REM “paralysis” seems to be working just fine.
A couple of times, I've woken and been completely paralyzed. But recovered in less than a minute.
"
Now that I have an older man's prostate and bladder, I wake up once in the middle of the night because I have to pee. Sometimes I have trouble getting back to sleep after that, another common problem amongst the old. I have very vivid, complicated dreams, which are common side effects of the two long-term medications I take. I seem to dream more than I used to, but don't have any of the symptoms (like waking up fatigued) that indicate excess dreaming. None of the acting-out behavior, the normal REM "paralysis" seems to be working just fine.
I've long been interested in what kind of nightmares people have -- what makes you wake up huffing and puffing with the adrenaline pumping. The only ones that do that to me are dreams about vampires. For unknown reasons, while I know that witches and werewolves and such -- everything except vampires -- are just make-believe, part of me believes in vampires. I don't know if the fear pre- or post-dates the time I finished reading Salem's Lot in bed at 2:00 in the morning. I had to decide if I was going to walk across the room to turn the light off, knowing that I would have to walk back in the dark, or put my head under the pillow to sleep. I elected to put my head under the pillow.
"
i've had those kids of (RDB) dreams since my mid 30s.
Drs haven't been interested.
"
I had a friend who, even as a young adult, would sometimes act out his dreams. Once, he tried to stuff his wife behind the headboard of the bed. A few years ago, in the late stages of Parkinson’s, he died after a fall.
On “Open Thread”
Here's a Facebook post with some very nice art. And some photorealistic transformations in the comments.
Rakshy Tarik Kamal - Artist Kate Lewis
On “Weekend Music Thread #07 Sergei Prokofiev”
Hartmut, didn't know that, though I wonder if having your collaborators imprisoned and shot is another reason not to work with people.
On “Site Experiment”
When I've hit Enter or pressed <Ctrl> + Enter, the comment is posted.
But Enter works now, <Ctrl> + Enter doesn't do anything.
"
Question: How do you insert line breaks into a comment without causing it to post?
You can't just hit enter?
"
This is great, as an add-on not as a replacement, which is what I assume was the intention? Does this now happen automatically, or does someone have to do things to it intermittently?
It's a very non-traditional add-on, intended to let someone get a feel for what's going on. State of the Discussion, not the discussion itself. CK MacLeod, the original author, figured out how to organize a lot of information into a little space. To be honest, despite the links back to the real pages, it tempts someone to jump straight to comments w/o reading the post proper first. That's a potentially serious downside. There's a widget version of the code that might be better, added at the bottom of the right-hand sidebar.
Every invocation generates a new page that's up-to-date. Speaking broadly, it doesn't require any attention except sometimes following a WordPress or PHP update. I got involved at the other site where it runs after cumulative updates had broken it completely.
"
This is great, as an add-on not as a replacement, which is what I assume was the intention? Does this now happen automatically, or does someone have to do things to it intermittently? If the former, win-win!
"
Here's more. :)
stylesheet.css
main.min.css
Question: How do you insert line breaks into a comment without causing it to post?
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Thanks, Charles. As I've mentioned, I inherited this when it was orphaned by the original author. I've kept it running, but have never been through it systematically to clean up. I know there's a bunch of CSS that only applies when the widget (as opposed to page) version is run, and I suspect there's some CSS that's just dead. Once I get past the holidays, I'll apply these corrections and I also intend to address lj's complaint about the comment excerpts.
ETA: And it doesn't come anywhere close to the current practices for things that ought to be included in plugins.
"
If the code in cwp.css is working correctly, these errors may not be significant. Functionally, they may not matter.
/* Original (Incorrect) */
padding: 6px; 6px; 8px; 6px;
/* Corrected */
padding: 6px 6px 8px 6px;
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/* Original (Incorrect) */
// max-width: 40px;
// max-height: 42px;
/* Corrected */
/* max-width: 40px; */
/* max-height: 42px; */
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/* Original (Incorrect) */
vertical-align: text;
/* Corrected */
vertical-align: text-bottom;
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/* Original (Incorrect) */
width: 100%
font-size: 18px;
/* Corrected */
width: 100%;
font-size: 18px;
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oooh, nice. well done, Michael.
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I dig it immensely! Thanks to Michael and lj for all your work, and to anyone else who's contributed to the blog's continued existence.
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And just an observation about italics.
The WordPress built-in get_comment_excerpt() strips out formatting tags. The SotD code I inherited has its own comment excerpt code, and also strips out formatting tags unless the excerpt is the entire comment. That's what happened in the middle comment in your picture.
On “Weekend Music Thread #07 Sergei Prokofiev”
After he collaborated with Eisenstein on Alexandr Newsky and Ivan Grozny, he refused to do any other film music since he thought he would never again get such a good working relationship.
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